wordsTiny, tiny object why do you insist on burning, no,words
scorching a hole into that thing you know, my heart play your sweet tasteless lullaby because i'm not touching what will constrict,
you are not bound by this world and yet you walk the path that many have suffered so maybe some day i will look and see what was said, what was...
I dont know what im scared of maybe i think he can still stab daggers into my soul or maybe
its just the bitter sweet memories but im not touching you tiny, ti
How can you explain...what happens when you feel like your heart has beenHow can you explain...
ripped from your rib cage with an axe but not by some boy/girl you love/d
why does it matter were you are or who you talk to, laugh, shout, hurt, which liquid you choose as poison
how can you stop the beating when thats how your meant to survive in this world dont give up
i'd put a wager on who will get to me next and at what cost but i already no the answer, seems unfair.
cruel, malicious feelings.
His scent.I like walking on theHis scent.
curbs of the pavements i've always been the one to walk on the edge away from memories
I'm not one for lonely goodbyes and hearty hellos because sometimes its the knowing that goodbye means forever and hello means until that time
if that makes sence so i caught a scent today of a random customer "you know you smell like someone"
and as realisation struck
i blacked out with welcome arms i never said goodbye
i dont believe in forever.
But with him it was inevitable.
Why?I'm not in denial I just dont want to admite to much, anything really its to harsh he is my source, of what, im not sure.Why?
So maybe I'll not ponder on the scars that appear when i squeeze my knuckles into fists and pray for the calm that i do not portray.
I wont see a tear run down my black striken face the blue faded a long time ago now its just dead eyes and meaningless lies.
I cant make up my mind on what I want but I will tell you what you want because I hate to see that lost look you sometimes carry.
So maybe someday
Weightless You're looking for someone to hold onto you, someone to keep you grounded but what you don't understand is that even though my skin is against yours my mind is in Morocco on the white sandy beaches or in Paris looking up at la Tour Eiffel. Maybe I'll be climbing the Egyptian pyramids to see the view from the top or I'll be swimming in the pacific ocean with an orca whale but I won't be here.Weightless
Because these state boundaries are too small for me this air too polluted for me this life too confining for me. You're content with working nine to five and coming home for d
finifini
i just wanted to kiss you until the ground beneath us was blue and the sky above us was green and the air turned into something lighter, something different;
instead we kissed till i started doubting myself and we kissed till we started to hurt again and we kissed till you
were done with me, till i was half mended more broken;
and they told me you'd only hurt me and i was better off leaving you and they told me you weren't worth this but your stockholme syndrome has it's deathgrip on me
this isn't love, this is black tar coating my lungs. this
isn
Memories"It's been a long day," You say. In more and fewer words.Memories
Well, it's been a longer year. I don't know where It all went, And what happened.
The moments fly by And the seconds Pass in agony. So much I Just wish I could be free of. And yet so Much I have to do.
Find my bliss? I think I left That back in The pouring rain.
You know? I walk by that Place, sometimes. I wonder why, And sometimes, I've even cried.
You want to hold Someone? We once did. &nbs
Leave Me In PiecesIt hurt too muchLeave Me In Pieces
to bleed you out
so I threw myself into the sea, hoping to drown you out of
my lungs and undersized heart but then someone pulled me out two seconds too early, so I tried to set myself on fire, thinking maybe flames would
scare you away.
I screamed and I shouted when someone put me out, your voice cackling in my ears. So I jumped off a building, hoping the wind would tear
you from my limbs, but I was caught with you still hanging on. So I took pills and I drank 'til I passed out
| I'm ME! I like rain and peace and puddles I like socialising and interaction and excitment I like log fires and hot chocolate and naps I like dance and god and colours I like scripts and acting and playing I like randoms and tea and penguins I like being me and words and creating |
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" ...he's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same, and Linton's is as different as a moonbeam from lightning, or frost from fire."
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This time I'll make it count.
You know I'm having a bad day when i can remember what happened 15 minutes ago.
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" ...he's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same, and Linton's is as different as a moonbeam from lightning, or frost from fire."
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I've suffered for my Art, now it's your turn
xxxx
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Find me in the river, find me there
Find me on my knees with my soul laid bare
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This time I'll make it count.
You know I'm having a bad day when i can remember what happened 15 minutes ago.
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Find me in the river, find me there
Find me on my knees with my soul laid bare
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This time I'll make it count.
You know I'm having a bad day when i can remember what happened 15 minutes ago.
the massively ignorant one xxxx
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Find me in the river, find me there
Find me on my knees with my soul laid bare
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This time I'll make it count.
You know I'm having a bad day when i can remember what happened 15 minutes ago.
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